When the old can take us forward

The past, my own past has had its issues not least feeling out of sync with boys which people just assumed I was although so much of gender based behaviours were far from typical of even though there was nothing "wrong" with them.

Then there was the whole matter of getting by as a disabled person in a world that often assumed you didn't exist and made little attempt to met your needs academically nor socially so you could feel integrated.

In so many ways my relationship to my mother was much closer than that of many boys and more aligned with girls only lacking the one much desired for element back then and to which however imperfectly it can be we now have.

To dress and be socially more like a girl to and around her.

This is more a crossover of older teen schoolgirl meets young office miss, the kind of future I rather expected except they never let me wear female uniform and it looks and feels right on me although I do regress at times and that's a younger kind of a look altogether.

Find me a sissy that didn't say that after something or other affected our self confidence, it might of been unexpected callers, a cutting comment of a family member, the battles with my first stash of ordered gurls clothes that are discovered and so on.

But ultimately you can't stop because that is really the authentic you.

Those first sensations of soft satins against you skin, the freedom your legs now have to move, the prints and fabrics you now wear as a sissy just make you feel more and more at one with this no matter how odd it may of seemed and however much you struggled between knowing you wanted to wear them and the fear of wearing clothes others didn't associated with you.

The best thing for any girl or woman to do for a sissy is encourage, support and if needs be give spaces so she feels comfortable in hur own skin as a sissy gurl. 

Hey, even "adopt" hur.

Even if the pronouns of the captions are muddled up, that's the point.

Tammy MUST go forward.