Wednesday 28 October 2009

Out with the old!

I first started buying DVD's about 2002 but It was only those titles that went straight to first time DVD release plus a few classic TV and Music releases I bought leaving a legacy of titles I had to use my trusty S-VHS recorder for.
At long long last I have been replacing a good many of my VHS tapes of movies with DVD versions since updating my DVD player a short while back.

I replaced recently the following:
Close Encounters of the Third Kind
The Wiz
Flash Gordon
ET
Staying Alive
Two Of A Kind
Streets Of Fire
Top Gun
Labyrinth
Cocktail
Days Of Thunder

The improvement over the tapes is hard to describe but they are sharper with better colour rendition

An American Tale

Following on from that last batch, I replaced my VHS tapes of Steve Spielberg's An American Tale series with the double pack 2 DVD sets. I have felt for along while this series starting from the mid 80's was well animated with a good storyline running through it


Wednesday 21 October 2009

The looks of a gurl

After last weeks post, I thought I'd return to something more specifically gurlish as there's no denying that how others see our own preferences for presentation often has been an issue even if our intent isn't to be deliberately provocative.


That  short pleated kilt-skirt with mary janes and knee length socks look is very much me, a younger gurl at play with your colourful fan by the beach enjoying your self thing.

We can be so conditioned by how other people have seen and even had us dress it may take a while and strict handling to rid you of any lingering hints or self doubt that in all reality you are no longer a him but a Hur, to be seen and acknowledged as a gurl from now on.

More school girl or preppy female dress is something I am very comfortable with.

It is a good idea to remind yourself of what your true nature is as a delicate, sweet submissive gurl and why you need to ensure through your dress you are sending our the "correct" message.

Wednesday 14 October 2009

Kawaii options

 When people think about using feminine presentation the usual thing that comes into mind is that of wearing skirts and dresses.

It doesn't have to be with pastel blue trousers with matching jacket and trainers which goes to show the variety of options little sissy gurls like me have and can explore.

Talking of exploring, seeing it is the fall, here's some lovely berries I found while out exploring today.


Wednesday 7 October 2009

Tammy

This blog had a odd birth coming out of a school centred social media site blogging place before being dual posted to here before that site got messed up so some of posts originally were a bit more circumspect for potentially your old school mates seeing this side of you.

Tammy is the name I go by today as a little sissy gurl although I was assigned as a male and so had a school experience that a far as the sexist restrictions on sports, attire and subjects went was impacted by that given identity.

Going online then was a massive thing find sites and wasting hours exploring identities from more transgender sites aimed at the time towards "T Gurls" to sites aimed around other identities such as being an adult little and sissies which was where "Tammy" was born coming out as a mainly non sexual adult little sissy gurl.

"Gurl" because I do not see and feel myself to be be or approximating a Girl (or a Woman) being more feminine, even at times by female standards effeminate in social terms, have a submissive side while having no desire to aquire boobs and have female gender affirming surgery.

It would be very wrong then to see me as "a girl trapped in boys body" and treat me in terms of gender as a girl when elements are not the same as a girl and parts of presentation would never pass as a girl either socially.

Gurl approximates to and shows the inspiration but denotes it is NOT the same, we ARE different, a third gender and a Girl calls a person like me a Sissy Gurl or just "Sissy" because we are NOT the same and by doing so she makes it plain.

As that Sissy she stops any notion of me even thinking that STONE DEAD wherever in private or in public and that EVERYONE ELSE knows in earshot.

That Girl does care about my feelings which is why she cares to ensure the world knows the real me and that I'm a Sissy Gurl, as much as she may love me a person, a fellow human being.

More often than not I will be dressed in a more junior Girls way, oftened femmed up to the max, party dressed, school uniform or formal attire as I do behave and see things in a more child-like way, often playing rather than anything truly adult.

As that Little Sissy Gurl, being more girly than any girl of ten, the one thing that some may place in a "kink box" is as that LITTLE sissy gurl being spanked by a dominant female from an aunt, teacher, older sister angle for REAL CHILD CRIMES like swearing or spilling the orange all over the carpet making more work for people not anything more "Adult" sissy fetish stuff.

And all out of love for Tammy, that Little Sissy Gurl, never hate.

Tammy is proud to be a Little Sissy Gurl.