Wednesday 7 October 2009

Tammy

This blog had a odd birth coming out of a school centred social media site blogging place before being dual posted to here before that site got messed up so some of posts originally were a bit more circumspect for potentially your old school mates seeing this side of you.

Tammy is the name I go by today as a little sissy gurl although I was assigned as a male and so had a school experience that a far as the sexist restrictions on sports, attire and subjects went was impacted by that given identity.

Going online then was a massive thing find sites and wasting hours exploring identities from more transgender sites aimed at the time towards "T Gurls" to sites aimed around other identities such as being an adult little and sissies which was where "Tammy" was born coming out as a mainly non sexual adult little sissy gurl.

"Gurl" because I do not see and feel myself to be be or approximating a Girl (or a Woman) being more feminine, even at times by female standards effeminate in social terms, have a submissive side while having no desire to aquire boobs and have female gender affirming surgery.

It would be very wrong then to see me as "a girl trapped in boys body" and treat me in terms of gender as a girl when elements are not the same as a girl and parts of presentation would never pass as a girl either socially.

Gurl approximates to and shows the inspiration but denotes it is NOT the same, we ARE different, a third gender and a Girl calls a person like me a Sissy Gurl or just "Sissy" because we are NOT the same and by doing so she makes it plain.

As that Sissy she stops any notion of me even thinking that STONE DEAD wherever in private or in public and that EVERYONE ELSE knows in earshot.

That Girl does care about my feelings which is why she cares to ensure the world knows the real me and that I'm a Sissy Gurl, as much as she may love me a person, a fellow human being.

More often than not I will be dressed in a more junior Girls way, oftened femmed up to the max, party dressed, school uniform or formal attire as I do behave and see things in a more child-like way, often playing rather than anything truly adult.

As that Little Sissy Gurl, being more girly than any girl of ten, the one thing that some may place in a "kink box" is as that LITTLE sissy gurl being spanked by a dominant female from an aunt, teacher, older sister angle for REAL CHILD CRIMES like swearing or spilling the orange all over the carpet making more work for people not anything more "Adult" sissy fetish stuff.

And all out of love for Tammy, that Little Sissy Gurl, never hate.

Tammy is proud to be a Little Sissy Gurl.

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