Coming out

 

Sex is quite straightforward being your physiological build and if you pulled down my panties you'd know that was male.

There is always more going on and that is socially and sexually people do vary a lot and that counts for much more in your lives so this merging of the terms sex and gender we have had over the last few decades really doesn't help.

Let's discuss that little fantasy, some planted at an impressionable age and some not that long ago tried to resurrect that somehow all of that didn't matter and I was an adult male socially because I'd been born male.

A childhood that included doing more girlie things, that included dressing more as a girl even if Ifelt I wasn't a girl any more than a boy, that included dressing more from the past as a younger child, never feeling grown up either.

I may of felt certain more sexual aspects of in print and online "sissy culture" were not me, being more regressively child-like but lots of the other bits did fit.

Little Sissy or LSG (Little Sissy Gurl) is in all honesty more of fit for me rather than being a more age appropriate FemBoy.

Pasts and the present

In a week when some actual children have been very concerned around their examinations, this week I'm looking rather more at things from my past and the present.

One thing I really enjoyed playing with was lego which you could make more or less anything from but many of the suggestions tended to be more around boys interests like making trucks and less social so this is more my kind of lego.

Another thing I was interested in was nature study and the sciences so one thing I did have was a microscope set although it looked deadly masculine to be honest so I'd of loved to had had this set which although being a serious piece of kit is much more appealing.

Something I'd of love to had had would of been craft sets to make pretty accessories like these charms with girls sharing and chatting away.

As a sissy gurl they're so me.

 Tin Tin as in The Adventures of  was something I followed reading the books and watching on tv at the time although his past has come under much scrutiny in recent years and it can't be denied some scenes do reflect the less than charitable views Belgium had toward Africans in their then colonies.

It's right to be aware of such things but can we say in fifty years time many of our attitudes might be seen in the same way we do now?

I feel it's better to acknowledge the past and learn from it rather than re-writing or airbrushing it as if it never happened.

It's also how I look at my life experiences.

We are a Child of xx Years

 

A person who can discuss current affairs, science while watching children's tv, reading a comic or magazine, enjoying playing a game or 'plays' with his toys is a...CHILD, specifically a GURL.

Because I have turned over 18 but still am the same does not make me an ADULT because I'm not acting as an adult because that is a status I am not living as.

Intellectual deficits do work in different ways meaning while I could do one thing, the more mundane adult roles may be beyond me. 

There is nothing wrong with adulthood but that is is a status that should be conferred who have achieved it in way that is marked in his community with the extra rights and responsibilities that come with it.

Those of us who haven't actually need to be treated as children by our communities cared for by the actual adults. 

Brownie and cub scouting Autumn 2020 style

 

Rovering, exploring call it what you want, it's all a part of scouting and so this week gone I was out exploring the woodlands near where I live

As we enter the wood from a residential area, you can see how denuded the top of the tree is looking very stark.

Further along though and you see the colourful tree canopies where often you can see and hear the local birds during the daytime.

Here you can see the interesting shapes of the branches as they throw out from the trunk and the glistening sun kissed foliage.

The thing I love most of all about the autumn is the riot of deep crisp colour and here you can see just how some of the foliage has changed to a copper colour.

It is just magical.

Something we see a lot of at this time of year is Acorns that are collected and stored by the resident squirrels which I have seen a fair bit of this year.