Christmas 2010

It's Christmas here which is why posts are a bit off the usual schedule.

For as long as I remember Annuals have figured in my Christmas's with these two being up with being the longest from boyhood adding something to the weekly comic experience which normally include a Christmas  week special.

In my LSG life it is the same and for the same reasons, they have same connection, making me happy because it's just about the mixture of boys and girls interests within.

I like the anime Ben 10 Alien Force which is an adventure series shown on tv and had this years annual.

Then beyond super heroes there was annual for gurls like me too.

I did have some money which will put toward some cds in the near future be the classical or pop, a recording of Anne-Sophie Mutter playing the Brahms Violin Concerts, vouchers and a book token all of which will come in handy for when the roads clear and it's possible to travel into town as the snow melts.

Season's Greetings

 

It's fast approaching Christmas here where apart from reading the Nativity story we're going to busy with writing our Christmas Cards, visiting our friends and generally preparing for Christmas Day itself so we'll be taking a break here on the Feminine Boy until the New Year.

Our blog is like us unapologetically Junior minded steeped in life and likes of being a Junior even if by our age we are older than our years and that is and was what we're about our child-like innocence.

So with all that we'd like to wish you a very happy Christmas and New Year.

Making the most of the season

 

The year has seen so much happen with me both on the inside and the external presentation side Christmas will have an element of this mixed in with all my other stuff as the best present for Tammy is knowing she's just a Sissy Gurl.

Miss D mentally undressing me revealing all my sissy traits was the best present of all.

Raves from the grave!

Well I have eventually started to tackle the question of what to do about tracks I really liked from my mix tapes back in the 80's that I don't have either cds or even vinyl copies of cos I was skint at the time. They were tapped straight off of the radio on my Pioneer GhettoBlaster - a big somewhat expensive stereo radio cassette recorder that handled all sorts of tapes and had dolby to cut tape hiss for good measure.

I have decided to chase them on various music download sites and in time to group them in files.

So far I have gotten:

Billy Satellite: Satisfy Me Aug 84

Ratt: Round and Round July 84

Night Ranger Sister Christian June 84

Dwight Twilly Band: Girls April 84

Twisted Sister: We're Not Gonna take It '83)

Twisted Sister: I Am (I'm Me) (UK April 83)

Twisted Sister: I Wanna Rock (84)

Twisted Sister: Stay Hungry (84)

Twisted Sister: Leader Of The Pack

Twisted Sister: Come Out and Play

Preparing for winter

Winter usually is a time where I tend to go walking through the local woods quite a bit because I do enjoy being out of doors taking fresh air although though my social anxiety makes it hard at times to feel confident by myself.

Equally, with my physical disabilities not least cerebral palsy, I find walking about difficult even in flat shoes so I could never wear heels to walking never mind actually run around in although believe me I do so enjoy trying to hugging trees cos they they make me feel good and also it's part of game I've played since childhood starting in the school playground that had a big tree at the corner near a gate where played our games back then.

I just love dashing about feeling the fresh air on my skin dressed in a pretty skirt.

That was the most fun I could have then and still love now.

Linzi

It's been a rough ol' two weeks for me emotionally as no doubt several of you will have gathered and I'm slowly trying to get back to normal.

I don't make any apologies for posting something that takes me back to my childhood cos with events my mind has been thinking about the past, the people in them and what they meant to me.

Linzi pictured from a crummy old photo I took has been a part of my life for decades a gift from a dear friend that I treasure. I treasure both Linzi as a doll, one of several I still own, and love as much as the memory of the person who brought her into my life.

Linzi is very girlish in her lace, ribbons and nicely finished hems in a relatively unfussy way that also is a part of my own self image (it may not be the most practicable in sub zero temperatures though!) and helped me though some difficult times with childhood scrapes.

Do any of you have similar objects in your lives that hold a lot of emotions?

Petticoating II

 The last time Petticoating was looked at was in April last year where we looked at the process where you are moved toward more femimine dressing  which may have at an early age and so rightly involves nothing connected to mid and post puberty where our bodies change and mindset broadens to include sexuality.

Because you do doesn't mean you are always sexual and looking for sex but however embarassing it is you just have to admit it is part of you.

Feminization for those of us who have gone through that stage involves making gender based role reversals as feminine boys such as putting or actively encouraging us to were more grown up, sexy panties and bras, wearing make up and learning to accept your sexual side unlike Men is not about taking a female but learning to be taken up your bottom, just like females do.

So while parts of this are little different than what we did before almost playing dress up although we may be more pressured to be overtly feminine wearing pretty dresses and maids outfits other elements come in.

Men derive from masculine boys where that natural agression shifts into their newly emerged sexual side using their penises to push sexual advances on females.

Feminine Boys and sissies are feminine by nature, submissive looking for the dominant one to initate sexual advances as much as you may enjoy them.

Unlike them you don't have a penis as such just a short stub that might outwoodly look a bit like one which is as well give it plays no part in your sexual side and you learn the proper term for is a sissy cliteris.

I have a clit.

It would naturally alter in size as visual and other stimulation  produces responses in you and so like a good many to help control that and avoid bulges in your panties it is locked in such a way that while you can shower and go the loo it won't expand because there's a fixed barrier to it which is locked on.

As you can see it fits better and in some contexts the locking is about sexual control although like anything to do with sex damn well should be consensual.

It also shifts the attention to how you get your sexual release as any activity is connected to recieving sexual advances

It's more rewarding if you have a sexual side really.