Pasts

A week back to the usual routines and in some ways a look a bit at pasts and past conversations in lots of ways as after all nothing started from nowhere and most of us who've battled with identity know it's never really that straightforward.

For many of us, our girl friends (not girfriends!) are a bitter-sweet bit of our past, the ones we looked up to the ones whose take on being a girl whither you came to the Ts mode or Sissy mode like me we took the model of feminity and expressing in part at least from. 

Imagine just what it might of been like to have been able to say "I want to be like you and hang out with your friends" just walking to and around school but we knew that wasn't going to happen.

Either we'd bottle out or we'd fear she'd say "Don't be silly, you're just a boy and anyway I have my girlfriends all sorted".

We did the best we could. Jacqueline and I would skip games to chat together and maybe play the odd game in those gender gated days together adoring her.

Others might of thought you wanted to be her boyfriend but you knew it wasn't and she knew you weren't like the boys.

Sometimes all this comes flooding back to you over the years.

Looks 2026 style

It was a rough start to the week here so I thought we'd look a little about presentation and pose cos it matters in this life.

I just love acres of satin with frills with hose.

You might go with a pair of zip up boots and a mini skirt with leather or denim jacket feeling very ahem "hot".

You might like Sweet Lolita although I'd need help in dressing to really pull that off as much as I just love that whole look.

These days we take our clues from Team Pink and maybe they have ideas about how they'd think we'd best look as sissies.

Winter challenges

Recovering from bad cramp having three attempts yesterday to get out of bath after a long really rather indulgent in a good way soak.

There's been a few things going on here in the last week such as a couple of new pieces of equipment in the stereo and the resumption of a monthly magazine whose subscription just seemed to end without any kind of "In a months time your subscription runs out. Please renew to continue" kind of an email at all.

I ended up finding a subscription discount code and renewing by hand.

Seeing last week had it's bitterly code and windy moments I did have to remember to turn the delicates inside out when washing as I had my frilliest lingerie on underneath thick sweat shirts (a pink one) and track pants plus girlie gloves.

Few of us would disagree with that but 41 mph winds up your skirt revealing all to all isn't my idea of fun as much as I'm for being girlie.

Practicality does win out but in winter keep the layers as girl and sissified as you can for inner warmth being you whatever the temperatures might be.