Reversing the roles

The challenge in so many ways is after being brought up within the social expectations of boys and men even if much of that wasn't you, the effects of the conditioning are such that you find it hard not to try to be the one in control even as the Sissy who says they love being submissive as you try to set the scene rather than offer suggestions on request of your mistress.

You may nod your head and say that to yourself but will you just toss any remaining male ego out the window and just learn to be lead, having an input but not leading?

There is so much work that needs to be done to bring my sense of femininity in line with grown up women or even the girls I grew up with who had boyfriends and enjoyed being sexual on their terms and only when they wanted it.

I need to grow up as that sissy and go beyond how things were years ago, catching up with all my favourite girls are now.