Shoes

Think I might of mentioned along the way in the past of this blog that fastening things, not least shoes has always been a bane of mine from childhood having to find another boy to fasten mine if we had to change or my laces came undone, and they do!

These are my current shoes which may upset traditionalists who believe in routines and skills like tying laces and ties but at least mean I am independant, not needing someone to fasten then for me to go whenever I please.

In the ideal world I'd have leather sandals with buckle fastenings but they're jolly expensive new!

Kawaii and I

Something that has always been a part of me is a liking for kawaii or otherwise cute things that may or may not be be linked with cartoons, childrens tv series or the like so I wouldn't collect them in a collecting sense

With me this has everything to do with being a coping mechanism that pulls me out of anxiety and also a part of the child-like brain damaged me that needs to see, feel and play with tactile objects especially small ones as handling them helps me stay 'in the moment' and concentrate on that situation.

I really like the Sanriotown characters such as Twin Stars, My Melody, Chococat and of course Hello Kitty.

I'd be lying and probably due a spanking for it if I didn't say it goes further than either plushies of my favourite characters or innate objects like Bento boxes or playthings.

As Tammy I wish to be a very cute and pretty little sissy gurl and that can't happen unless tammy is put into very feminine foundation garments as they a part in making you look your best not being naturally curved 

There, that's more how it should be, Tammy dressed in a pretty print lolita dress, very much a pretty gurl.

Really, you know, Tammy needs to be handed over to a strong willed woman to dress her like that much more often as it would do me the world of good.

Moonphase

 

I'm watching a new Anime box set this month.

Freelance photographer Kouhei Morioka is traveling to a castle in Germany to take photos of paranormal activity for his friend Hiromi Anzai, editor of an occult magazine. Upon entering the castle, he's confronted by a young girl in a white dress and cat ears who calls herself Hazuki. She takes a keen interest in Kouhei and offers him a kiss, but she instead reveals herself to be a vampire, sucks his blood, and turns him into her slave.

Much to Hazuki's dismay, however, Kouhei is unaffected by her bite. Hoping to escape the castle and her possessive butler Vigo, Hazuki instead forces Kouhei to help her. With the help of his powerful exorcist cousin Seiji Midou, the two make it out safely. Finally free, Hazuki flees to Japan in search of her mother. Not long after Kouhei returns home, he discovers Hazuki has nested in his home, where he reluctantly allows her to stay. Meanwhile, other vampires set out to find the missing Hazuki.

Equal parts gothic and adorable, Tsukuyomi: Moonphase is a charming and mystical story where two unlikely allies form a unique bond in an attempt to defy a society of immortals.

The return from the cold spell?

I went for a stroll a couple of days ago and noticed the pussy willow was out o the local trees.

Its been a generally mild winter ad this has no doubt lead to things coming out early.

Today however we're back to the cold spells with daytime temperatures of 1 degrees C and minus 5 overnight with heavy snow. I'm off work today!