Saturday, 16 January 2010

Unwrapping and pushing out the Adult Gurl...

This relationship it totally about Mistress overseeing MY feminization and not just how i look but how i feel about being me, being a ADULT sissy gurl as this year any child-like ideas about being a sissy are to go just as a girl becomes a Woman, yes keeping much of that but ADDING her sexual side.

Thus this post covers much of the ground we are going through.

Miss D 2010 at 13:39

Sweet sissygurl belinda - your behind is certainly feminine - I love those exposed cheeks - makes Me want to spank them - turn your entire behind beat red! Not every gurl has such a sweet behind. But since you do - I think you should show it off a lot more.

I am pleased that you have learned how to cum in your panties and now that you know how much you love to wear them afterwards - that's just perfect!

I'll bet there are men who will be reading your blog - looking at your gurly behind and stroking themselves to a cum. Does that make sissygurl belinda feel good - knowing that she is using her body to help make men cum? The only thing that would make it better is if the men were right there - instead of just viewing your behind on your blog - they were right there - rubbing their stiff cocks on your gurly behind - cumming all over your behind. Imagine that, sissygurl belinda, your panties soaked and your behind dripping from the cum of several men... That's a very good start sissygurl belinda.

Miss D

The second part of this post is a brief and kind of largely unplanned comment on my blog to MissD's post "Fetish and Pervasions" 1/18/2009 on Hers when She talked about developing a panty fetish with the example of a gurl who was a novice to femming.

Miss D's argument run that such a gurl would benefit from that becoming eager to be put on her panties.
Specifically Miss D mentioned during the conditioning period "her panties should be discussed often - asking her "What colour panties are you wearing today?"

As explained in my reply to Her, this is so close to a childhood game a group of girls played with me where i guess apart from anything else - they were in on my trans feelings - we breaking down intimacy barriers. Often the game would run throughout recess.

Do i feel it would help the gurl during this period to discuss what she was wearing, it's colour and texture openly? Sure because this is how she's going to living and a little humiliation not only helps in confronting her fears but keeping her in panties, to which her Superior is helping with.

MissD did go on to mention the idea of physically teasing the gurl while in panties as part of the panty fetish to be developed.

Although for me arousal isn't a response i get from putting them on, the idea of being physically teased - throw in a chiffon scarf as blindfold - ties in very much in to my submissive side as i love being a sexual plaything so it would certainly work for me.

i don't personally get off on relief though if you'll pardon the pun.

Response:

January 21 2010
Since you stated that you are a gurl that does not crave relief - even after being so nicely frilled - it makes Me wonder if you can't be trained to crave relief like all the other sissy sluts... 

You mentioned scarves and a blindfold - sounds like sissygurl belinda does have a fetish or two in her. So - the question is, if your fetish for bondage was properly catered to - would that help turn tammy into a helpless, little, begging, sissy? What do you think, Tammy?

Miss D

Dear miss D
i do respond to feel - being caressed - and if that was being dealt with through say light bondage play then relief may happen that way around and i just might get to enjoy that.
That said i'll return to this subject.
Miss D

28 January 2010 at 13:50
The trick to establishing your panty fetish is doing exactly what you are doing - wearing them. The second part is that relief should only be granted when you are in panties.

One nice method I often suggest is to have your cummies in your panties. Think about how a Woman would touch herself - sexually - when She is sexually needy... Soft caresses, gentle touches - usually with a single finger - right on the tip of your pleasure spot. The effect is amplified when you are in panties. When you can achieve a nice cummy doing it that way - you are well are on your way towards a very nice panty fetish and it is also a big step in your femming.

Now, if you are a slutty kind of gurl, after you have had your cummy, you might continue to wear those panties for the rest of the day... Does that sound right to you? A gurl with cum stains in her panties? At least, until you wash them - by hand - gently removing the dried cum before you wear them again... Many sissy cuckies love doing that chore for their Mistress. But you can do it as well...

Miss D.

I followed her suggestions to the letter and she pushed out my inner Sissy Slut and truthfully I should now own that as part of my becoming an ADULT sissy.

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