Going forward

 Between the stuff around interests and what naught on this blog I do talk about the me on the inside.

Part of this has been going on for years since I discovered being a boy wasn't really me and yet I had no great desire to wish to move toward being a woman with all the complications and surgery that goes with it.

Sometimes it can go to a child-like attire privately such as this school uniform as it helps to lift me more into that headspace and less likely to be 'read' as a fully grown up feminine boy but it would be stupid to pretend there wasn't a more adult side and that has had a lot more attention and training this year so far.

I am looking more at finding people who are more like me to explore it more so I get more from my life on terms that are truly appropriate for me although I will remain at the sites I have belonged for the last few years even if it feels I have to put a bag over my face when it comes to just being open about myself and  my own life beyond.

Miss D uncovered my sexuality which can be acted on as much and however I wish without shame and after all in my late teens my peers had no shame about theirs.

I am and remain a sissy gurl who likes to wear skirts and dresses and has a dominant feminine side not transgendered but also sharing the odd mainly masculine trait too.