As a young sissy gurl I lacked confidence in part through my disabilities but very much to do the miss-mash of having to live in a male setting while feeling totally out of it,.
It was like feeling very much like an alien trapped in a world that neither understood me or would allow me to be myself as much as I tried to adapt.
One thing that became apparent as I got into my teens was the more I experimented with dressing more femme the more conflicted I became because the intensity of that mismatch just got bigger.
That in the last couple of years, especially the last few months has started to change as I have been dressed and am being directed to so it's hard to chicken out as you see yourself in the mirror and have to take photos of you all sissified.
It was scary but having found a way to ride with and take compliments for how I am doing including sissy honorifics and then to be expected to take things a notch or two further is making a big difference.
They made a stronger sissy out of me
It is doing me the world of good.
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