Emotions

 

Honestly my emotions get the worst of me at times add sensory overload to it  and I need to have someone I can talk about them to like a daddy.

In so many ways much of that really goes back to my earliest days, not being allowed to be me at school, at home or in the wider community feeling as if I was impostor in the groups I was put in cos I wasn't male, forever gaslight, when all I needed was a friend or two who could accept me for what I am and maybe create a space for me until I was able to move out.

It never happened.