Coming out like a Good Gurl

Everybody talks today about "coming out", heck in today's world they have "gender reveal parties" for saying that child to be born can be revealed to be male or female but such genders are not where all of us are at.

Imagine what coming out sissy might be like if it was made into some sort of social occasion where you might wear something that is more you?

How would the menfolk react to seeing what they might of thought was their son being more girlie than their daughter and mothers finding themselves with a new confidant, exchanging tips on fashion and home décor? 

While in everyday living rather than scenes you may role play I don't hold with humiliating treatment or discrimination to had played with children as my sissy gurl self in a dignified way was always what I wanted because I could only be who I was on the inside.

My parents today know I'm a sissy gurl and have seen me dressed as one in a more demure way and so why shouldn't I just say that here?

Tammy is being a Good Gurl and just saying it.

Giving your best

 

With my disabilities it's often so much like this, the long hard slog to attempt to dress yourself smartly as that little sissy that takes a lot out of you before you've began the day with a bowl of cornflakes.

Sometimes you need that arm around you with clearly expressed love and support for trying to be an independent little sissy able to get a wash and dress hurself as you hold your favourite teddy bear as a eternal ten year old who is 'immature' for their age.

Things have changed over the decades and in the modern era girls do wear pj's often with either pastel strips or characters which is an option for gurls like me

The classic remains however soft frilly nightdresses such as this Disney Frozen one which is so feminine that this sissy can be put into with pink frilly undies and bed socks.

Beethoven and the Violin

This week in the regular series that looks at my collection of super audio compact discs we're looking at just one composer, Beethoven.

I have a complete set on regular cd of all ten Violin Sonatas that date from around 1964-1966 which are well played and I was looking for a new set.

Last year the first issue in a three disc series by pianist Frank Peter Zimmerman and Martin Helmchen on violin was issued to great acclaim which covers the first four.

In April the second volume was issued  that takes us through the highly popular fifth to the seventh which I got on the may day hol.

Eventually in August 2020 they were able to get together to record this second and last set of Beethoven's concertos at the Siemens Villa, Berlin, Germany for stereo and multichannel sound which includes the well known Ninth opus 47 "Kreutzer" Sonata so called as it was dedicated to violin virtuoso Rodolphe Kreutzer and published by Simrock in Bonn which is often coupled with the Fifth for those who don't collected the whole series.

This disc by Bis technically and artistically is a great achievement  and well worth the long wait for.

Although I have a classic account with David Oistrakh playing violin with the French National Radio Symphony Orchestra recorded in 1958 with André Cluyten's, the Belgium conductor on super audio cd, that alone is the only work.

This newer disc goes back to 2017 and offers both of Beethoven's Romances.

The Royal Philharmonic are an institution over here and James Judd gets an excellent performance out of them but in this set we have a second disc that offers the Triple Concerto for good measure.

This disc sound warm and full.

How it is

 For me even pretending to be a grown up is just utterly futile cos it ain't even in me so it's best to just go and play having fun just like I did the first time I was this old.

Blow conventions: I'm still a kid.