The new reality isn't really all that new but just the outward manifestation of the reality within, that did not and could not move on which is really what being age dysphoric means in practical terms when you are (being) allowed to be just you.
It was never really about changing sex but more about just letting my more feminine side out, being that little child all over again but this time allowed to wear dresses, soft frilly knickers and girls socks with pretty bows without a care in the world.
Learning to feel alive as you just run with how you felt on the day so if did want to wear a t shirt and shorts that was okay too as it for many children today in a way it was never like for us ridiculed or even beaten up for daring to be just ourselves.
I learned to let it all out.
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