Embracing your objectified status for you

Reeducation for the Sissy Gurl starts with changing an attitude set you were originally conditioned to  as much as they didn't really sit with you.

You just thought you just did things and all that mattered was what you wore didn't get in the way of that plus no one ever passed a judgement upon how you dressed unless you had holes in what you had on.

Gurl life was and is nothing like that and isn't it just a shock sissykins?

People were looking at you, boys, eyeing you up, other girls being competitive checking you didn't look like you were gonna get their boy or think you were a floozie on their patch or complementing you if not copy catting your looks. 

People see you as an object and not just about what you can do and grade you.

You soon need to learn to work out what the rules are for where and who you were going with and when to really push the buttons of boys to get what you deep down want.

That's why sissikins has put on course of colouring in pretty girl outfits to learn to enjoy using being an object to get what you want on your own terms knowing the game going forward for you as a gurl is never going going to be the same.

Get to grips with what you really like for when you want that beyond catching the train or bus to work

Winter away week

Sissikins is away this week so as ever I don't take my computer with me because being away isn't about hiding behind a screen becoming totally involved with something I could do anywhere it's really about being WITH other littles.

It's about running and skipping about together in the nearby  grounds, fields and country lines hand in hand without a care in the world as little gurl you where being that is just accepted as much as getting high on sugar from sweets.

It's about play as in games like rock paper scissors as much as running around playing tag or water pistol fights and indoor games classes.

In the evenings we have quiz or two and read a bedtime story.

It can be a all gurls kickabout enjoying a non competitive football session whenever we feel like as being a sissy gurl doesn't mean we can't play and indeed today girls play it too

We do have netball games too to let steam off when we aren't making things and enacting stories featuring our makes.

While because you're sharing public space you need to think about when and how, you can and I love going down to the park to play in the playground on swings and climbing frames

It's all one magical time when you get to spend days with others being a little sissy gurl all dolled up in your frillies paying with dollies.

Our train set

One of the biggest dreams a child has as they start to get older is to have a train layout of his or her very own with a proper electric controller, a good length of track and some scenery which the boy pictured has in the form of a picture to the side of his layout.

They will slowly acquire a selection of locomotives and rolling stock which he has a place to store them when not in use and maybe might build some kits of buildings plus make trees to go on their layout.

Mine was in the loft.  

Although I was raised as a boy, their was no reason as a gurl not to have one as girls do have trainsets today and as a sissy I just love steam trains and engines as much as boys and girls.

Sometimes two interests combine into one topic and that is very much what we have here as Andy and I were keen Stamp Collectors who like the thematic issues issued by Royal Mail at the time.

I also love trains and the big news in 1975 was the Advanced Passenger Train which promised to reduce journey times

Naturally every new train had boys and men wanting models to run on our model railways so manufacturers produced scaled replicas for us.

Sadly that service introduced locally being a major rail hub and a centre at the time for producing engines met more than its fair share of teething problems and was cancelled by the mid 1980's.

Tammy is a gurl who loves hur trains.