I'm bored

 

I'm bored is the usual cry you hear from children but what is boredom?

One way of looking at is spare time to which you haven't found something that holds your interest to do.

That can be for a variety of reasons such as limited imagination - you fail to visualize something you could do - that may involve others or where say the adventures maybe in a book or tv show are such that they'd take a hold in your so that for you at that point they taken on real emotions.

That was one reason I liked to hear stories read at school with all that vocalization.

Another reason for some is sadly they fail to see others in that they can't relate to them in social settings so working on some joint activity just doesn't happen. They either do everything by themselves or failing that just sit doing nothing waiting for something to happen where just maybe someone might invite them.

Certain times of the year sometimes have a saddening affect and for sure the onset of the Winter is one when it's cold to play, natural daylight is limited and ice sometimes cause the groan ups to call off going round to your friends.

I've always liked doing things with others and boarding school was really good cos well we all were still at school after lessons to do stuff before evening meals and lights out.

If you changed the gender of the person on the right of the picture to a gurl in a skirt, that was very much a Tammy style of play running around the playground they'd of loved!!!!

The Feminine Schoolgurl

 Most people who have a little side would find it easy to point at one picture and say that is them and from that point a conversation would ensue around pasts, how they like to present as that eternal child now both as more social wear and especially any kind of adult sized school wear.

When you are a gurl like me, a person who is secure in their sex identity as a boy but has sides that are culturally feminine that also goes into clothing preferences it is always going to be different because our existence defies cultural expectations even amongst littles.

As a person with a adult little gurl age of 12 this is close to how I see myself just perhaps a year or two younger in full school girl uniform right down to pereline socks and T Bar shoes although I do wear tights sometimes as do many contemporary British schoolgirls.

It's not that I can't wear the sort of grey short trousers I HAD to back then when the system treated me as a Boy it's just that I have that inner longing to present  in the more feminine way I felt then and now.

I actually own an 'over sized' uniform that starts from having a blazer that goes in a mix and match way with dresses, skirts and a pair of lined short trousers based loosely around what I and my peers did wear but from ranges that fit my size and worn in the same sort of way.

The common factor is it's a biological boy in them all the time whose gender is more neither girl or boy but "sissy" incorporated into the World of Girls as a gurl, taking your lead from them.

I'd like everyone to treat me as child within I am.

Taking care of your appearance as a Feminine Gurl

 

I have always felt there is a good deal of merit in the notion that taking care in appearances often leads to a more disciplined approach in other areas of your life such as learning and being conscientious.

A good deal of that comes from my own recollection from being at schools that had uniforms that we were expected to wear correctly at all times and to whom we were taken to task for when we did not such as fastening our buttons or ties correctly.

Although I struggled and still do with both I knew enough to ask for the help I needed to ensure I was properly dressed and so was not exempted from what every other child learned, which it has to be said was only right.

This is a part of reason as a adult-child regressor I do wear a uniform beyond just mentally taking me back in time to the childhood that mentally I am unable to progress much from. 

People like Rosalind Woods do make to measure traditional school uniform which would be just up my alley and a lot of frilly sissy wear.

When looking at what underpins that return, there would be much merit in correcting the imbalance when it came to gendered interests as that boy back then by building in things like reading girls comics and annuals that I so wanted to do and even own which given the intensely binary playground of that era I just could not.

My Gran when she was alive bought me The Sparky which was nominally non-gendered as was the beano but with more feminine interests in a non soppy way.

It as many comics did even had it's annual you got for Christmas outside of a Christmas themed edition for that week.