Bouncing about

It's been an odd week for emotions with all this lock down stuff going on feeling very much I was waiting for groan ups for instructions which at times it can be  with me cos when I really feel things then it just is sometimes to the exclusion of much else
That took me back a bit in time mentally...

Time was when skipping just for the fun of it was one of my favourite activities outside of any formal games or PE usually involving a traditional knotted rope with wooden handles that actually I kept up until I was about sixteen.
Part of it I think was being in control of my body, making it move which with my disabilities is hard going as it feels often like there's several internal wires missing carrying that information so I can't 'summon' it to move to will, something that perplexed many an adult.
Actually I got pretty good at it.
The other side of it is it makes me feel very girlish, just jumping and skipping from side to side in a carefree way and I think I'm in need of carefree spaces so something like that the next time we are able to get away may be the thing

Taking it all back

 Here we are preparing for Easter with a bit of clear up and removal of things that just aren't needed any longer not least stuff from the muddled era and duplicate books and the like.

Just getting back to the core things, removing the adult inspired excess when it comes to collectors approach and just majoring on what you love to use and play with makes more sense.

Ditto jettisoning the whole adult thing that never really was me, taking out the adult side for that of the feminine schoolboy back in his shorter grey shorts or a skirt responsible as that boy like a prefect or sixer but still just that makes more sense.

Giving into your inner feminine sissy gurl side and letting it out is much healthier than trying to deny this very side that has never gone away.

It's time to put on your frilly panties and accept where you truly belong.

More to the point I feel better about being me this way and that's what matters. 

For Easter edition

Unfortunately there is no Church thanks to the emergency and restrictions we can't have an Easter Service nor an Egg Hunt which is jolly sad really.

However emergency or not it is Easter and regardless of what some people have tried to do I'm jolly well going to mark it the way I always do.

If you were an actual bunny I'd hide if I were you as this bunny is milk chocolate by Britain's best chocolate people given Cadbury's has gone downhill ever since it was taken over by the Americans who've tried making our chocolate more European and I have no need for it!

This is made from decent chocolate of the sort we prefer here in the Midlands by locals and no doubt will be in my tummy by the end of the week!!!!

HAPPY EASTER!

My Football and Rounders kit

 Phew! What a scorcher of a week, eh? 

In the normal course of events I'd of been away with friends this Winter and we'd of been looking at being away mid Summer too which normally involves arts and crafts, exploring and as it would of been summer, games.

A  part of that was going to involve some physical activity in form of games, no not board games but the sort of games you had as part of your education at school although this will be more for fun than winning for your house team.

Given how things are, that's not going to happen so I'll talk about a bit of my games kit as a chunk really needs sorting for whenever we can meet up.

This is my footie top. It had been a good number of years since I had proper strip but as things are a kickabout would probably do me more good so I bought this top which unlike those I wore as a boy is made from synthetic materials rather than cotton and is short armed.

These are my Umbro footie shorts to match that top, nothing fancy but do what you need and easy to wash as they're bound to get muddy.

Somebody always has to tie my football boot laces for me as can't tie and untie things unfortunately.

This is a spare pair of shorts, more general games shorts that can be worn with that top.

I added later to it a netball/games skort that would come in handy when playing rounders that matches the football  top.

I bought a couple of pairs of Blue compression games socks cos something has to absorb sweat between your feet and my black plimsolls or boots as sensible footwear.

There is room for your shin guard too which is much appreciated.

* Updated in 2021

Appearences

The first thing any sissy needs to remember when it comes to dressing beyond say a adult little girls school session is the reason you are is because you're so uber feminine you could never of been a boy in a million years!

As a adult little gurl a good start point for my presentation is a skirt of a similar length to my school ones but with patterned just below the knee socks rather than white pereline ones, mary janes and it a teddy to always carry around with me.

The reverse can also work with a slightly shorter than usual thin pleated skirt with plain white just under the knee socks but a more regular non school top.

A great more sophisticated sissy gurl look for me would be a pretty blouse, a short under 16 inch plain pleated skirt worn with  white over the knee socks with elasticated tops and a pair of brogues

While such a look would not work in a number of public settings a thirteen inch high waisted skirt black over the knee socks and buckle fastening brogues would work not least at a littles gathering or "in training".

Short skirts are Tammy's best friend as a sissy gurl.

Crackerjack 2020 - last episode

Pix credits: BBC

Friday saw the last of this years rebooted Crackerjack show at Six PM on CBBC where they reviewed highlights of the new series which has gone down a storm with children, parents some of which might remember the 80's version and tv critics which is doing well.

Perhaps the the first thing to say was and is: Children even in an age of unparalleled technological sophistication that they share in remain fundamentally children at heart being no more emotionally and intellectually developed than any other generation.

Thus the decision to keep a large part of show with slapstick humour in mini sketches, presentational style, corny jokes, running around and screaming as it was just updated a little to take in today's world, made sense as the children felt a part of the show and parents could join in, seeing the fun value in the questions that would lead to one child gunging their parent or guardian as just that.

As boys and girls the idea of gunging authority figures appeals and here it has a safe place and talking of which care was taken to ensure child who lost, didn't feel failures but success was rewarded, as it should be.

With this Covid-19 and the lockdown we're in presently, they may be a wait before filming another series but the enthusiasm of the audience, viewers and presents was such this no doubt will happen at some point.

It worked a treat and I sure loved watching it as I did its previous versions as a child.

Unfairness in the playground

However  one wraps things up, from the ages of 4 onwards if not sometimes before whatever the PC and gender neutral activists say, girls always hunt down other girls to play and hang around with.

They only play with Dick if they really have to, such as there's only one of them otherwise if you ever went over to the girls and asked them if you could join in, the answer even at its politest would be a no.

You'd be told told to go play with the boys instead. That's cos they want do girls stuff together.

Dick is best just accepting he's a boy and going off to play with other boys instead as girls don't want boys in with them playing.

Now that's all fine and dandy but let's say a girl wants to play with boys.

You might think they'd be entitled to say "Sorry Mia, this is a boys group, why not play with Angela instead?" but before you know it a teacher or parent would allege they were being sexist and discriminatory if she made a complaint bringing equal opportunity policies into playground activities run by young children.

That's the issue today in the playground: One rule for girls and another for boys.