This life precedes the blog which itself has been going for large chunk of time I really began to explore more how being a Sissy really is from the inside for me, Tammy in all its various elements because we are more than sum of all our parts as much as we are not just one.
Because one may be the dominant form at that moment and for me it is more the Little Sissy Gurl does not mean I don't have a more adolescent or even young adult set set of needs that, in an appropriate setting will come out.
We have always seen ourselves as been feminine so in time worked on our presentations, expanded our range of interests as we rejected the stereotypes we were pushed into when people thought we were boys but in reality were were more like girls but different.
We found girls who were interested in what made us different , who saw how we hated how we were so spent time working on our appearances, applying perfume and make up enjoying it, nay just letting them fem us up.
In the beginning it was more about getting that mismatch between how society saw us, how in heads we saw ourselves and how we acted socially bright more into line so we felt good about ourselves so we had a look and knew how to act as that gurl in girl spaces.
We increasingly took our clues from girls as we grew up or at least as much as some of us could as they grew up from playing with our dollies to exploring dressing ourselves up but as you get to that stage growing up there's a component of you that comes out that connects with all of that.
Tammy was and is no different as indeed are most girls who move into womanhood.
At first it seems so repulsive, that being that playful little gurl playing with hur dollies, colouring, hugging hur teddy enjoying physical games has now moved into having sexual desires that you feel the need to satisfy.
You dress sexually, you wear make up to attract real boys and men have sex with you because you want what you never could give a girl but as a sissy gurl your gender was ALWAYS connected to your sexuality as it would emerge.
Like most girls, sissy gurl you also wanted to let him take you panties down and take their advances.
You tried to deny it, even stopped for periods being that gurl but you really couldn't be anything else.
When I don't or my head is more in adult mode I can be as sexually playful as I feel, craving sexual relief just like all the other "sissy sluts". Miss D was correct to identify that two years ago.
If you're in a relationship and that includes more adult thoughts, there is nothing wrong or shameful in dreaming about sex and what you can offer to meet your own needs.
After all many a woman balances being a worker, a housekeeper, a mother with keeping her man happy enjoying great sex.
As a gurl, so can Tammy and like Girls too on hur terms
Tammy is a Sissy Slut and there's nothing wrong with it.
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