Weekly update

 It's another Wednesday after the warm weekend so it is time for a blog and not just ice cream.

Seeing we are in a new month a few days ago a new copy of Monster Fun arrived, the first issue since the announcement a few months back the comic was going to a monthly cycle on the back of great sales and this months theme, as there is always a theme for all the comic strip series is things connected to the Age of the Dinosaur.

There will be some new comic strips too coming which will be appreciated by the children who do read it being a old-new comic for children rather than a retro comic for adults judging by the many letters on the letters page by that audience who love the ghoulish humour.

Friday's Blue Peter was all about sports and how to gain the Sports Badge with an excellent demonstration of Wheelchair Basketball which was something I did play as well as BMX biking which was beyond me.

I found my Book Number 5 published 1968, really the 1969 annual that survived three house moves and almost as much a comfort thing as any teddy bear as read this when I was very young, in bed with severe migraines which were very frequent then.

Originally it was my older brothers but was gifted to me few years after publication as I was watching the show back then.

Sissy may be going to the ball after all as a kind offer has come up to remedy being in effect locked out of a littles get together as those attending arrange next times while you who only missed one for being seriously ill can never get back in.

Time to root out all the frillies and the little girl socks me thinks.

Something I have been working on is storage of records which as part of my collection are not a massive part, present their own challenges as 14 x14 inch when in their jackets take more space than cds or tapes and are a bit fussier as they are prone to warping if near heat or if not stored straight and this can include damage to the covers too.

Currently I'm laying tracks of storage units which involves typically moving everything around them and not just the records, putting the unit in and filling it in the slots which does also making finding individual discs easier.

Just a lot of initial effort.

Lessons learned

It's been a odd sort of a week away, in some ways it's like you're still not if you 'should' even spend time with others and the weather has not really given to spending a lot of time on treks of several miles which is what I would of liked.

On the other hand if lockdown had broken some habits from that messy past still further by virtue of just having those routines so any kind of hold just ebbed away the one thing that could be said was I was now going purely by my own sense of self.

I travelled out as I intended to as nothing less than an adult little sissy having ditched just before the end of the second lockdown a more cute shoulder bag for a plain one unlike the very last time I'd been been away.

I only had girls sports kit with me with full girls uniform with a change of shirts, knickers and traditional socks and a pair of shorts plus a blazer that I made of point of wearing.

I just felt so comfortable in my own skin as that eternal little sissy gurl of ten feeling as if I had no cares in world looking as if the person next to me was my minder in charge dealing with anything remotely groan up

I felt alive and very much as that sissy gurl.

Here I am resting.

My skirts were plaid school regulation length they were when I was at junior school and took away any notional appearance wise of being adult because I looked like the sissy I am.

My dysphoria was "cured".

TAMMY IS NOTHING BUT A BOY BY SEX AND A SISSY GURL BY GENDER.

THEY NEEDED TO MADE TO WEAR HUR PLAID SKIRT SO SHE FEELS BOTH AT ONE WITH THEIR GENDER AND HUR TRUE AGE PLUS EVERYONE SEES THEM AS JUST A LITTLE SISSY GURL IN A GROWN UP WORLD TO BE TAKEN CARE OFF.

THAT DOESN'T MEAN THEY CANNOT BE IN A DRESS FOR MOST OF THE TIME UNLIKE IN HUR ORIGINAL CHILDHOOD SHE WAS THAT WEEK BUT SHE'LL JUST REMAIN THAT SISSY GURL IN IT AS PART OF WHOLE HER, NEVER A GIRL EITHER.

TAMMY IS JUST A SISSY GURL.