Musings

You'd worry had I of been a modern gurl born in the 2010's surrounded by interconnectedness from dawn to dusk from my Smartwatch, Smartphone and gaming Pc when I've had my struggles with online addiction in the recent past being up to two in the morning at one stage despite being in bone years at least.

So yip, Smart isn't always so.

This is the big conundrum for those of us who do love being feminine, loving our skirts and dresses.

It's like every slight possibility of unwanted exposure from stairways so open you can see up our skirts, that moment when tired you just want to spread your legs a little and you're obliged  to keep them forced together on tightly crossed least some MAN see you (and start having thoughts as if we asked for HIS attention).

Of course the attention of your Dominant is a different thing...

Like most I'll sit as I find it convenient at home. 

Choices

December means Christmas of course with all the preparations that come with it which is big if like age dysphoric me you view this from a child-like prospective.

Winnie The Pooh was a childhood like and to have a pinafore dress or dungarees with them on is not just cute but a step back to the childhood we'd of wanted, just being us. 

As far back as the late 1990's we still read and used paper based catalogues to order from or make notes for in store shopping.

I mentioned about the Giroscope purchase that never quite happened a while back but that had a backstory to it too because it was upon finding that tartan skirt originally bought in the very late 1970's by Mum one day when no one was in the house that I did start to wear it carefully folding and putting back in the chest it lived in.

This I am sure is a thing many feminine boys go through, helping ourselves without permission to other peoples things cos we "need" to wear it then being oversized "borrowers".

To me it is the only source of shame we can have because of our inability to ask them for the very garments or even be given them if they were only go to go to a collection.

Going back, this is a twenty inch length ladies kilt skirt I bought this year in the Dress Gordon tartan very much in that mode so it's just above the knee with me with the knife pleats at the back, designed to fit on your actual waist, above the naval.

It's just the thing for when I want to look smart with either long socks or white tights.

Dress and the adult child

 Sometimes the question may get asked why wear clothes associated more a childs as a Adult Little?

To me it's not a hard and fast rule that anyone who sees themselves more as a Adult child should have to dress like one and for a good number of us, it may get in the way of things such as workplace dress codes and so on and at times I do wish some in our community were a bit less uptight over it. I mean it's only fabric after all.

There are a number of settings though where I do feel it's of very real benefit of which one is if you're with a Adult authority figure (male or female) in a relationship where anything like this needs to be talked through.

The other might be you do have an external authority figure or Mentor, you don't but may be meeting others possibly with some responsible adults or it's just how you see yourself.

To me the principal advantage is simply it makes you look more the Child you are because it removes the last bits of adult standing from your appearance at a distance.

You look into the mirror and you see something more like that child in it which aids you in doing those things that come natural to you as the adult child as you see nothing unchild in you.

An almost as important advantage when it comes to dealing with Adult authority figures is they see the child, their charge who looks very much it as they treat you very much like the junior you are, playing, drinking your milk and watching cartoons.

It is more complicated for me in being a modern gurl because for some of the time it may well be I in more contempory play attire even if my head may be running with some feminine traits too which means it may be t shirts and casual  shorts.

However there will be other times where I will gender present in  more feminine way  too

I love character t shirts like Hello Kitty ones and being in dresses and skirts which also happen to be easier when it comes to giving me my spankings in them in what is a very authentic junior experience leaving me clear just who is in control.

When it comes to underwear I like fuller briefs sometimes with cute designs on that are more like the sort you had when you were younger rather than anything that's clearly more grown up or be put in soft pretty satin  frilly ones . 

My feeling is that's more appropriate for the adult-child little sissy gurl you are and are being treated as.

Exploring you...

It's the weekend so I'll be off for a bit for a pleasant nature walk so after all that World Cup activity from South Africa it's time to power up this aging computer for an update.

We're continuing work around presentations as Mistress thinks this gurl would look great in really short skirts where situations don't require more modest expressions of my inner feminine self and general attention to detail.

Being raised as a boy, you get used to literally throwing things on with little thought  to co-ordination especially by colours apart from what colours really suit you.

Well I can't be a girl but certainly I try my very best to look the best I can as a gurl, boosting my confidence, feeling more secure as my true self.

Being the Gurl you are

We arrive at being a Gurl with some deficits such as more couldn't care less caught in the moment attitudes from being raised initially as boys, being ridiculed for displaying a hint of our feminine nature and of course trousered attire meant we didn't have to think about our undies showing!

Thus we do badly need to be taking in hand as a gurl by girls to both teach us some of things we need to know about appropriate feminine behaviour from how it get up and sit down nicely, taking care of our appearance to how to curtsey,

And indeed as Tammy found out you learned love being the Sissy Gurl you were underneath that layer of attempted boyishness.

We are all feminine on the inside and so gurls like you ought to be included in all girls activities and have dedicated all gurl time delivered by girls.

As a gurl Michael deserved though a proper gurls name like Michelle they were to use and be called by as that gurl plus if hur wish was to play baseball with hur friends, then she should be told that will only happen in girls uniform.

Any tantrums over that need a swift hand to remind her of her status as  Gurl.

Little Sissy Gurls are always dressed as little gurls in cute socks, dresses and skirts reflecting more of their younger than their years nature and their reduced status in the feminine world, valued but never treated as fully grown up females.