Picking up the pieces after the Pandemic

 It has been a good few years since a part of what was a part of me really got mentioned on here, sometimes even you might of thought you were "above" it.

Much of what has been talked about is more the adult little girl/sissy little gurl side of things a kind younger child-like gurl side but elements do creep in from elsewhere at times so I might as well acknowledge this side in the whole.

The more adult side of me did get off on shorter skirts but that side had been on hold since the 2010's but I bought myself a thirteen inch mini skirt as this side of me is still about and feels like expressing hurself from time to time.

It would be daft to buy a lot but having one in your wardrobe makes a lot of sense however you might wear it, hold ups, over the knee socks or tights.

Another area has been neglected has been shoes mainly because with difficulties in walking I tend to spend most of actual outdoor time in trainers as they provide much of the support I need to avoid falling over but beyond the tyranny of pink, a pair of trainers is the same be they made "for" boys or girls.

My old flat "Ballet Pumps" were not that great for walking and being on my feet for any length of time outdoors and so it was time I bought something better  such as a T Bar shoes with wide fronts and firm soles so being out as a sissy gurl doesn't just look good but is comfortable.

 

Really it's that path I'm looking more at getting back to post Covid, learning to push being a sissy gurl out rather more in a way that that's in with my mainly little side and sensibilities rather than the more fetish side you see if even if there might be a situation or two where indoors I may engage with that if the opportunity arose.

There certainly can be a place for some kind of dominant for sissies going from some experiences around 2008 through 2012 as a pressure by consent to explore more of what kind of a sissy gurl you are, what you may be curious about  and taking those important first steps.

Sometimes we self censor thoughts we may feel uncomfortable in acknowledging in ourselves even to the point we just won't even just see how things go as it's really about learning about you and how to be the best sissy you are, the way it is in you.

The sort of social conditioning some of us may of experienced in early years may even make the act of putting on a pair of panties or a dress a huge deal emotionally and for some a dominant who knowing you are curious about that but refusing to try spanking you is what you need.

As things are with me I'm without a Mistress but I need to learn to spank myself when I don't act on my curiosities and explore them agreeing to make the changes that clearly best reflect the kind of sissy I am.

Just trying to deny and all of the aspects in me makes no sense cos the bottom line is: I AM A SISSY. 

Dollies and Sissy Gurls

It's the last entry of the month into this new blog so I'd to talk about something that does play a important part in my life as a adult little gurl and that is dollies.

I have a good number of dollies I do like to play with and here is one of me playing with Holly Hobbie, a ragged doll popular in the late 1970's and into the 1980's with very much a rustic country girl appeal.

It can be one thing to play with dollies, dressing them up but that can work the other way around where you get dressed up rather like that doll in pretty dresses that are a bigger version of what they are wearing.

One thing I did do a lot of although it had to be hid from boys is play dress up with dollies using paper cut outs and today I play computer games that enable you to dress up dollies from wardrobes using your computer mouse and save the completely dressed dolly.

I love teddies and other stuffies loving to walk around with one in my hand when not making up imaginary stories featuring them.

Most dollies today are plastic and here is a collection of Barbies from the past with a variety of differing outfits on you can build into a story you can re-enact perhaps with a friend or two to help out.

Of course it can work out YOU become the dolly in the hands of a dominant female who may be a playmate of a similar age who plays dress up ON you or a adult female as they're both playing the same game with a Gurl.

As a Sissy Gurl, Tammy acknowledges she is not a Girl and accepts the dominance in any relationship, social or otherwise of girls or adult females obeying them obediently 

A Gurl gives in to a Girl: She doesn't give in to hurself, being the sissy she is.