The smallest of things

Things have been a bit hectic here for various reasons but birthday was marked of sorts and we did have some presents such as a Beach Boys deluxe edition of their mid 1970's albums with unreleased versions and the like which was great cos they were an early gurlhood like of mine, having many singles and albums.

Things like that go back ages as do things I have around girlguiding like badges, activity books and even the odd period dressed dolly and this gurl loves hur dollies madly.

Perhaps by arrangement I should whisked away and dressed up very much like this be a friendly firm lady for a day or so just being so so little, treated accordingly?

Handing it all back

 

I found over time I just lost any vestige of being an adult increasingly taking a younger role in adult company feeling comfortable with that and that in strange way publicly tearing up my adult status meant I forged a new and lower status.

Sissikins got to wear sheer pink panties with a pretty bow on the to push hur sissification even more forward.

The status of adulthood was never a thing I wanted simply because I hadn't the means of using it to make a life I felt happy with nor did I 'get' what it was about because all I wanted was the life of a sissy gurl.

I saw my reflection in the window the other day, a person with a patterned bobble hat, blue short coat, grey skirt with grey bowed socks walking down the road.

I saw ME in the reflection.

By losing all airs of adulthood I gained what I wanted: The Status of a Little

It is all I am.

The extra yard?

 We all love frills and looking pretty but to what extent would you be prepared to go to get that outfit you really have set your heart on?

Would you be prepared to become in a effect a human dolly, being dressed as people fussed over your attire, making adjustments as you just stand there letting them before they try something else?

Would you be prepared to do a twirl for them too?

Somehow I just feel my submissive side would just go with it all....

Made to be a pretty doll with doll collection

The world of tammy wasn't always the happiest of places because nobody cared that much that she was a gurl even if the paperwork recorded her down as a boy no matter how many clues when it came to her interests and behaviour she let out.

What I wanted the most was to wear the prettiest of dresses with frills and dainty shoes just like the most feminine of girls, presenting as my own gender, sissy, and enjoying it to the full.

I'd happily be put in this just like a little dolly.

One fascination I had in my junior years was collecting dolls in their individual national costumes partly as a gateway into finding out about different countries, customs and cultures and also because I just loved dolls with their pretty outfits.

The alpine regions of Italy, Switzerland and Austria also held a fascination for me too.

Age Regression and the sissy gurl

 

You know I get so regressed at times you'll see me walking about clutching a plushie as I feel so nervous inside I need a comforter even in public.

I love Angelina Ballerina lots.

Cutting out and making paper dollies to play with was a thing I loved and when regressed revert very much too.

Now that set is very much up my alley!

Sissy gurls like truly adore dollies and should be encouraged to dress in pretty dresses and frillies often just like our playthings.

Rag dolls are really cool to collect and play with.

I also just love to drink milk from a class surrounded by my teddy bear dunking chocolate chip cookies into it.

Sissy gurls like me deserve to be dressed as little gurls by girls and women while we are being regressed, learning to act again on our little gurl instincts.

I honestly don't feel remotely adult at all.

Dollies and Sissy Gurls

It's the last entry of the month into this new blog so I'd to talk about something that does play a important part in my life as a adult little gurl and that is dollies.

I have a good number of dollies I do like to play with and here is one of me playing with Holly Hobbie, a ragged doll popular in the late 1970's and into the 1980's with very much a rustic country girl appeal.

It can be one thing to play with dollies, dressing them up but that can work the other way around where you get dressed up rather like that doll in pretty dresses that are a bigger version of what they are wearing.

One thing I did do a lot of although it had to be hid from boys is play dress up with dollies using paper cut outs and today I play computer games that enable you to dress up dollies from wardrobes using your computer mouse and save the completely dressed dolly.

I love teddies and other stuffies loving to walk around with one in my hand when not making up imaginary stories featuring them.

Most dollies today are plastic and here is a collection of Barbies from the past with a variety of differing outfits on you can build into a story you can re-enact perhaps with a friend or two to help out.

Of course it can work out YOU become the dolly in the hands of a dominant female who may be a playmate of a similar age who plays dress up ON you or a adult female as they're both playing the same game with a Gurl.

As a Sissy Gurl, Tammy acknowledges she is not a Girl and accepts the dominance in any relationship, social or otherwise of girls or adult females obeying them obediently 

A Gurl gives in to a Girl: She doesn't give in to hurself, being the sissy she is.