You have the right to the consequences for your own actions

I was away for a couple of days with the one who looks after me which isn't unusual but in a sign of the times not only was I in feminine little sissy gurl in a dress but things were going be different than a few years back for me.

That was close to the scene I experienced, Sunday but not featuring a broken object but rather a wet floor when I went to pick up a hot drink and spilled a bit of it on the floor.

It wasn't that I don't have problems picking cups up because I do but because I didn't pay sufficient attention to how I was holding it and apart from the mess that I had to clean up, had it of landed on me, then I'd of scolded myself.

That is why I got a hard firm hand spanking on the spot over my underwear  to underscore the consequences of my actions, not either one involving implements or no spanking at all, just enough to impress on me the importance of being careful with hot drinks.

I am very grateful for being spanked for this.

The other thing about the period I was away was  I had to help out, doing the dishes, setting the table, assisting with gardening and even putting the washing out to dry as I was informed I  have  to "earn my keep".

I cannot just turn up and expect people to do things for me anymore so much as from now on I have to be responsible and take a share of what needs to be done as that is a house rule for me to follow.

This was not something I had much of in the past being ushered away from anything 'domestic' and usually in the kitchen but is to change.

Coming out

 

The more I think about the time that has elapsed from the start of the blog, the exploration of really the way I saw me uncovering a few overlapping traits, tearing down the internal walls, tearing off the masks in public settings, the more I just accepted the way things were.

I began to realize I was not in any way driven to be a girl and a woman so much as a biological feminine boy with a strong sissy side at one with ones physical sex but aligning close to but never in the same space as a girl socially.

I never fancied myself as a Woman.

My adult side embraced female domination with a bundle of kinks including sexual ones as much as most of the time the little side is who is out and here I am dune up in a pink gingham school dress in frills and white socks doing some colouring while embracing being a Little Sissy.

The little play for me would of included being "dressed as a girl" by actual girls as much as traditional feminine girls play and socializing.

It is time to be out. 

Towards a Little Sissy School Gurl look

Sometimes  you come back with things you didn't expect and this was one

Way back in late June last year I did get a dark blue gingham school summer dress that I quite liked not least for how Junior it made me feel, which as far as I'm concerned is quite a good  thing and I had been thinking about something in a more classic pink.

Having a few things come Sunday reminded this one with two pleats at the front I like - I'm big on pleats - that caught my eye from a friend which having put it against me, seemed to be just perfect so I paid her for it in notes of the Bank of Purrland.

One thing I have been working upon is my Little Sissy Gurl presentation for when I am with other Little Girls that are either Genetic Girls or more T Gurls who do little girl rather than approximating being a Woman.

These long knee high traditional "Poppy" motif pereline white socks are really more what a sissy gurl like me should be wearing with a dress like this complete with frilly white satin panties to really push the feminine side out rather than say traditional school "regulation" girls gym knickers to give it a more "sissy" edge.

Being an Edwardian Gurl

I find the past interesting not least looking at past fashions at our local Museum  in this bit of the Midlands and little girl fashions is one subsection of  that.

Sears of Chicago, Illinois had this to offer in 1914 what British people would instinctive call the Edwardian era cos they define things by the Monarch on the Throne but I think you can spot some timeless elements like the collars, relative simplicity of the dresses and the Ribbon in your head, something that's making quite a comeback over here in the UK in the last few years.

The Bloomers look really charming!

 

Meanwhile, this side of atlantic  near the end of World War One, you can some complete outfits it's the frocks * and head wear that get my attention like the Straw Hat, like I've never worn one in my entire life.

I could just picture meeting a group of similar attired children at a Summer Party out of doors back then as a little sissy gurl.

The Edwardian era was one of change of styles from those that went back toward the 18th Century to after 1910 when the more streamlined Sailor based look came including navy Gym Tunics which remain a part of schoolgirl uniform today.

The site link below is actually pretty interesting for documenting those changes and even has colouring pages to print off and colour!

Fashion Era

(*=In the form of English they speak here, a Frock is a woman's dress or gown)

I'd love to of experienced dressing up all Edwardian as a sissy gurl!

Dandy Summer Special 2016

It's been a bright and sunny weekend as we moved towards Whitsun and from that point on thoughts turn to hols, that big boyhood treat that mixed sun, sandcastles, ice creams, excursions out and fun in parks and amazement arcades with loud sounds and megatons of action.

There was always one accessory to all that back then and it was the Summer Special that your favourite comics tended to have such as Warlord, the Beano and naturally, The Dandy.

This week this years new-old Dandy Summer Special comes out with our favourite characters like Winker Watson still in Greytowers after all these years that I so identify with as a forever boy in his grey shorts.

I'm so looking forward to reading it!
 

Disability and Discipline

 

There is one subject that I'd like to talk about on this blog which I do have views on.

While good arguments can be made for punishing people for things they could do but didn't especially if they had negative consequences for others, I do feel it is wrong to punish somebody for something that they had little or no control over such as stammering, being unable to write neatly, forgetting because of memory problems and so on.

This was something I did see occasionally in school and quite often in the workplace where it was just presumed everybody there had no disabilities and from that there were no excuses period for not being able or struggling with a task.

What as individual you needed was either support in the the task or or some extra tuition to master a task on a one to one basis which was something I had to fight tooth and nail for even at the risk of alienating some colleagues who though this help for me was somehow a threat or  unfairness to them.

Not  work reviews that seemed to be every other week sapping your confidence or any chastisement that if we'd of just refused to do right would of been justified and disability shouldn't prevent you for getting it.

The blossoms are out!

Spring has finally sprung here at  with what Tammy's might be a warm mini season this weekend which will be welcomed  after last weekends damp squid so the layers can come off and the gingham dresses go on.

This entry is very much hot of the press as I went out this morning first thing with an idea in mind for this blog entry, put my shoes on and took a few pictures. One I liked was that of our cherry blossoms as I just love the shade of pink they have being a highlight of year when they emerge.

I'm fortunate this part of the North-west Midlands has lovely countryside even woods in walking distance I can just visit and just spent time just watching nature at its own more less hectic timescale.